First of All

I shall be first.
I shall be first save those nearest death.
I shall be first.
I shall be first to help those in the deepest pit.
I shall be first.
I shall be first to love the most heartbroken.
I shall be first.
I shall be first to give hope to the depserate.
I shall be first.
I shall not be so much consumed with being "first", but I shall let the saving, helping, loving, and giving consume me. It is my hope that I fail at being first, when I am trying my hardest. It is my hope that when I walk the streets, looking for situations to improve, there will be no work for me to do.