Will I practice what I preach?
Will I even preach?
Would it be even better if I just practiced?
Will I keep promises?
Will I tell the truth?
Will I do the right thing, for that reason alone?
Will I stand up for it if I am even alone?
Will I fight with a foundation?
Will I love without expectation?
Will I strive for the unattainable perfect maturation?
Will I give myself today, to the hope of what I can be tomorrow?
Should I?
They say you gain control when you lose your mind...
Maybe if you use your soul, you won't "think" hard all the time....
What if you gained control when you did what is right?
I can't give a definitive answer because sadly I have yet to try it.
I've failed knowing I was going to fail, but not failing, trying to get better.
Probably just allowing myself to change like the weather, instead
of progressing like time.
I'm at the point where I lock down into the ways of my flawed mind...
Instead of allowing my true nature like the great mystery of life to unwind.
I just need something to help me gain control...
Maybe I should lose my mind and stop trying to use my intellect to understand all things,
Because My past experiences dictate much more than logic to me....
I don't care if it's not clear why it's wrong...
I feel bad afterwards... You wouldn't listen over and over to your most hated song??
It should not be that when I live and when I speak, I resemble night and day...
I need to walk the walk, so my words should give my actions the right of way...
The reason you think everything is fine because in your mind thats what you say...
But while you are looking to the north, you are walking the other way...
I need to make up my damned mind, because either way, not looking where I am going is bound to lead me astray.
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